john is always problematic. it's always about his problems. and im always thinking of solution to solve his problems. i have my own problems too. so many problems i dont want to face. i try my best to laugh it off and forget about them. it's always about john's problem i always try to solve. sometimes when he's like blabbing and blabbing like "i dont know what to do, how im gonna do this, do that.." Sh*T! I just wanna be alone right now and have a peaceful time to think about my own problems. i just wanna be my old independent self that can do all things by herself. where do i begin?